The Spirit and the Bride say, ‘Come’
The Spirit
and the Bride say, ‘Come’. Let everyone who
listens answer ‘Come’. Then let all who are
thirsty come: all who want it may have the water
of life, and have it free.
(Revelation 22:17)
1
It is well known
fact that the dogmas of the Christian Church
were formulated as a response to the heresies
which kept arising from time to time and
threatened to seduce many. It is only my
subjective perception but it looks to me that
the bigger and grander the heresies were the
more revelational were the dogmas and the more
symbolic was their language. The more primitive
and smaller were the heresies the less general
and more detailed, the more human so to speak,
was the dogmatic response of the Church. By no
means am I attempting to make a theological
point here, I am speaking only about my
subjective perception. For instance, the dogma
of the Immaculate Conception of the Blessed
Virgin Mary has always appeared to me as a
somewhat awkward attempt to define something
that one should not even try to – and this is
while I do agree with the truth expressed by
that dogma, that the Virgin Mary must be free
from the consequences of the original sin to
become the Mother of Jesus Christ; it is the
precise definition of “how exactly and when it
was achieved” that makes me feel somewhat
uneasy. Nevertheless, while feeling that it is
somewhat inappropriate to define God’s action in
too many details and by far too human reasoning
I understand that it was a necessary response to
the Protestant views of the Virgin Mary which
are totally contrary to the understanding of the
Undivided Church.
Interestingly, in
their inter-confessional dialog the Eastern
Orthodox often list this very refusal to
penetrate too deeply, with the polluted and
crude humane mind, into the mysteries of God as
one of the reasons for their rejection of the
dogma of the Immaculate Conception (to me it is
the most convincing reason because the Orthodox
Church shares the thought about the necessity of
some purifying action of God to prepare the
Virgin for her conception of Christ but refuses
to formulate “when and how”).
The Orthodox characteristically claim to be less
speculative in their theology, i.e. more willing
to bow down before the enigma of the God’s ways
and to stay in respectable silence.
Those claims of
spiritual modesty popped up in my mind after
someone recently asked my opinion about the
trilogy ‘Spanish Mystics’ by the Russian writer
Dmitry Merzhkovsky. Although I was very much
taken by the literature of the Silver Age
when I was a teenager I have not read
Merezhkovky so I looked into his ‘Trilogy’; this
essay is the result.
Merezhkovsky in his
works attempts to convey and explain what
happens between a soul of a mystic and God. No,
wrong – he is not attempting, he seems to claim
that he knows it very well, “first hand”.
However, his work and its origins will be
discussed later. The reading of ‘Trilogy’ was
just a trigger.
The more absurd the
heresy the more likely it is that the dogmatic
response to it would retain some flavour of its
absurdity. This is the analogy; while I feel the
necessity to respond to these absurd Orthodox
ideas about Catholic mystics I understand that
my response will inevitably retain the absurdity
and shamelessness of its address. Indeed, it is
shameful to chew the intimate details someone’s
mystical experience and one who attempts to
defend a mystic is unavoidably pulled into the
shameless conversation. With all this in a mind
I will proceed nevertheless.
I have already
discussed in my paper ‘Palamism and the Person
of Christ’ the phenomenon of the total
disapproval, by the Orthodox Church, of the
spiritual practices of the Catholic Church,
especially the mystical experiences of its
saints. Numerous Orthodox writers and preachers,
including saints, condemn Catholic mysticism as
dangerous spiritual delusion; broadly speaking,
according to them the Catholic mystics are the
victims of the delusion created by their pride
(usually males) or/ and their misplaced libido
(usually females). At the very best they mistake
their hysteria for God’s communication; at the
worst – the devil for Christ. This is the dry,
unanimated “general opinion” of the Church which
takes much more vigorous and wild forms when
expressed by many individual Orthodox writers or
Orthodox participants in the inter-confessional
forums online.
Somehow the subject
of the Catholic mystics is usually the last,
unbeatable card which an Orthodox inevitably
triumphantly throws on a table, somewhere
between the Filioque and papal infallibility. It
is irrelevant how the discussion began – the
topic of the sexually frustrated and deluded
Catholic saints must surface. I admit this law
of necessity has appeared to me as very
enigmatic and absurd for many years. Indeed,
what is the connection between the private
vision of some obscure female Catholic saint and
the topic of Filioque? On the surface there is
none indeed. However, if one recalls that the
Orthodox Church holds the view that the Catholic
Church, because it “broke off” the Universal
Church in 1054 and also because it rejected the
Palamist dogma about uncreated energies of God,
has no experiential knowledge of God = no true
mystical experience = no true dogmas the mocking
of the Catholic mystics make some sense, in
principal. The focus of this paper is not the
Orthodox thesis about the false nature of the
Catholic mystical experience though but about
the manner it is commonly expressed because,
I believe, this very manner gives more
information about the reasons behind it than the
thesis itself. Here somehow Orthodox
self-restraint and modesty entirely disappear
giving way to strangely adolescent behaviour.
The most intimate words of the Catholic saints
addressed to Christ are pulled out, gluttonously
chewed, twisted, laughed at, etc. Typically, an
Orthodox critic does not read the whole book of
a mystic in a question; he or she learns them
via the quotes from an Orthodox writer. To give
an example of the level of discussion, one of
the most frequently quoted text if of the
Russian Orthodox philosopher and philologist A.F.
Losev maintains that the piety of the Catholic
female mystics is nothing else but contractions
of their wombs in an orgasm induced by “a
prayer” while the men engaged in equally
hysterical acts like imaginary drinking the milk
from the Virgin Mary’s breasts.
Here is the point when the apology is risking to
become as shameless as the words of the
attackers but it is necessary to provide the
reader with examples otherwise they may think
that an author is overreacting.
Those words are
extreme, a typical discussion usually circles
around St Teresa of Avila with her vision of the
seraphim piercing her heart with a fiery arrow
and her words addressed to Christ before her
death “Oh my Lord, and my Spouse, the desired
hour is now come wherein I shall pass out of
this exile, and my soul shall enjoy in Thy
company what it hath so earnestly longed for.”
An Orthodox is shocked with the word “spouse”;
the discussion quickly turns to the details of
the “vision of the seraphim” and inevitably the
words of Merezhkovsky are quoted, that “If a
non-pious, but experienced in love woman saw her
in that moment she would understand or think she
that she understands what all that means, she
only would be surprised that there is no man
with Teresa”. All such Orthodox sees is the word
“spouse” full of sexual connotations stirred by
the description of Merezhkovsky; the word “my
soul shall enjoy…” is being ignored. This is
by the way how a Catholic usually answers an
Orthodox, by pointing out that Christ is the
Spouse of St Teresa’s soul; that the
relationship is of the spirit. This usually does
not work though. An Orthodox is ashamed by what
he reads but nevertheless not ashamed enough to
stop talking about it in public, with dirty
giggles.
I have no intention
to address the adolescent immaturity of Orthodox
comments on this matter. I think if a person is
mature in his relationship with the other sex
then, even if he disapproves of mystical
experiences like that one he would never
salivate over them using them as a kind of
spiritual porn. One may say that the mystics
wrote about their experiences themselves and
thus sanctioned the discussion. They did indeed,
and often, as St Teresa of Avila, by the order
of their confessors and for the narrow circle of
the monastics of their order and those others
who are interested in a personal relationship
with God. They certainly did not write them for
adolescents.
The comparison with
an adolescent is quite apt I think, not only
because the immaturity of the comments but
because of the similarity of what is hiding
behind it. An adolescent is mocking the sexual
relationship of others because he does not have
his own and because he has no idea what can be
behind the stupid act he mocks and desires at
the same time. It is counterproductive to try to
convince most Orthodox that the various
expressions of utmost delight often exhibited by
the Catholic mystics, their insistence on
referring to Our Lord as their Bridegroom and
Spouse, their speaking about their relationship
with Him as they are speaking about being
passionately in love with someone are
“metaphorical” or “symbolic” if “symbolic” is
understood as “far away from the reality”. It is
counterproductive because it is simply not true.
Our Lord, for a Catholic mystic, is indeed the
Bridegroom and the Source of all delight and
life. This is the ground reality which the sobs
and moans of St Teresa in ecstasy (and of
others) convey. There is nothing shameful about
it: the shame is in a mind of a beholder
(peeping through the door) as we shall see.
This “yes” to the
reality of the utmost intimacy between God the
Person and the those who wish to be with Him
appears to be that curtain in the Temple which
was torn in halves. It immediately reveals not
only the emotional immaturity of the accusers
but also their ignorance of the teaching of the
Scriptures on this topic, of the experiences of
their own saints written before the Schism and,
especially sad, their lack of the intimate
experience of God, promised to every Christian.
First of all, to
mock love – any love is sick. Human beings tend
to find excuse for silly, irrational, even plain
bad behaviour of someone in love. The romantic
love between man and woman is still perceived in
the West as an ideal and a dream because it is a
universal model of the unconditional
acceptance and earthly fulfilment and
Russia, a Western country because its culture
has Western roots, does not differ from the West
here – if anything Russians have always claimed
that they are “far more romantic than
Westerners”. However, as soon as it becomes
clear that a human being in question is in love
with Christ and, worse even, expresses his love
freely, the respectful attitude changes, even to
the extreme shown here. Even if one thinks that
a certain Catholic saint loves Christ “in a too
humane way”, i.e. with all “symptoms” of falling
in love which everyone knows – so what? Why is
it permissible to talk non-stop about a human
object of a love and burn with a desire to be
with her and fall into ecstasy when the desire
is fulfilled but very wrong – if an object of
love is the Son of God? – So wrong that one
feels free to mock a saint, not noticing that by
doing so he mocks God as well. Usually, after
some consideration, such people say that God is
offended by an attitude to Him as if He was a
human being. How one can “defend the dignity of
God” by mocking and polluting God’s very gift,
the ability to love? – I have no idea but it
seems to me that such an argument betrays the
attitude of such people to the love between the
sexes as something inferior, something shameful
and dirty otherwise I cannot understand how
this love can in their eyes offend God if He
calls Himself the Spouse of Israel.
It is such a common
place that it needs to be mentioned only
cursory: ‘Song of Songs’ is the heart of the Old
Testament, the Bridegroom there is interpreted
by Christian theologians as Christ and the Bride
– as the Church and each soul; the relationship
between God and a human are expressed in the
terms of marriage; the baptism of every
Christian is betrothal to Him personally; the
whole life of every Christian is supposed to be
the striving for consummation of the mystical
marriage between them and Him, etc. In one of
the Psalms the author faints because of his
longing for God, not just in his soul but in his
body as well. God promises Israel to espouse her
in love and that “she will know Him as Husband”
in the books of Prophets; the apostle Paul
writes that all will know Him, as we are all
known to Him, in the Biblical sense of those
words. Thus when a Catholic mystic exclaims “Oh
my Love, my Bridegroom, You have just came to me
[in Holy Communion] and yet You are leaving me
already – I cannot endure it” he is not only
living the Scripture through, he embodies it.
To that an Orthodox
typically say that one should not dare to
express oneself that way because it is
offensive to God. ‘Song of Songs’, according to
them, is a symbol. However, the symbol has
always the reality in it and never renders it
“unreal”; it conveys something more than is in
itself. God cannot describe His love for human
beings in spousal terms and then say that He
meant the love between friends because if it was
so why not to use “friends” as the symbol?
Obviously, the various details are not to be
understood unrealistically in an anthropomorphic
way but the fact is that the Christian God
somehow insists on consummation of His marriage
with all humanity and every single willing soul,
whatever that means. It may not look like a
human marriage outwardly but the essence it is
the same total mutual surrender in passionate
love, mutual belonging, “one flesh” – but much
more. The spousal union, being the closest union
of spirit, soul, and flesh is the pale
approximation of what is to happen between God
and a soul. Then if a mystic is fully human,
still fully embodied, how he or she can express
their love for God and experience of His love
otherwise than in the terms of earthly love? –
These terms, by the way, are sanctified by God
Himself.
It is a very
dangerous practice to always understand the
words of God only “symbolically” =
metaphorically, without testing the reality they
convey. An example: the words of Our Lord about
the Eucharist “this is my Body… this is my
Blood… who does not eat and drink them has no
eternal life”. The bread looks like bread and
wine – as wine but they are His Body and Blood.
Would any Orthodox dare to say that they are
not? Then what grounds do they have to deny the
reality of the mystical marriage between a
Catholic mystic and Christ? Because of the
ecstasy which too much reminds them of erotic
ecstasy? But then how awful it is to eat the
human flesh if one believes that the Eucharistic
bread is the flesh of Christ; “eating” here
somehow is sanctified by the fact that it is the
flesh of Christ is consumed. The same is with
the mystical marriage; even if one considers the
“moans of ecstasy” to be “inappropriate” or “too
humane” or even “unclean” they are sanctified by
Christ who caused them.
It seems to me that
the Orthodox miss the central point of that
mysticism, that the sole purpose of the mystic
is the direct experience of God the Person, “to
know and to become known” that is possible only
through love. The “inappropriate” moans of
utmost delight and pleasure of the Catholic
mystics are their response to the response of
Christ to them, any response, any
manifestation of His presence. The ecstasy is
caused not by physical pleasure but by the joy
of the spirit which is receiving a response from
the object of love, the Divine Person to their
human person. And, if God is Love, then the
lightest touch of God (of a human spirit) is a
pleasure so sublime to a human being that it may
sometimes be felt in the body as well; this fact
is well-known but this bodily delight is
absolutely not important compare to the
encounter of the Person of Christ. However,
since the mystic is embodied and lives on earth
he or she cannot express the delight of love
otherwise but in a way human beings express the
delight of mutual love. This is the naked truth
apparent from the writings of the mystics of the
undivided Church. Here is the full cycle: God
declares the spousal love for a human being and
this is the mystery; mystics experience this
love as spousal and this is the mystery. It is
not that “awful that” which Orthodox writers
mock and are frightened of: Catholics do not
imagine that they experience sexual intimacy
with Our Lord. It simply happened that the
utmost pleasure in truly holy sexual intimacy
between humans, i.e. in mutual love derives not
just from a physical act but from a total mutual
surrender of bodies and wills. In the case with
God the total mutual surrender of the wills also
takes place. If the spirit is so much more than
a body and if this spirit is God then how
incomparably more pleasurable such surrender
must be? – The surrender which can be
expressed, in approximation, by the language of
mutual belonging in love.
And here is a very
important point which cannot be stressed too
much, the whole purpose of this article. The
responses of the Catholic mystics to God, spoken
and written, are their responses to the reality
of the Son of Man responding to them. It
is nothing more than the proof that it is
possible for humans already now to perceive God
and commune with Him, in mutual love. Most
Orthodox insist it is only possible for saints –
but the saints do not moan if they are Orthodox
(wrong, it is easy to verify by the writings of
the early Eastern saints) – they sit still,
silent and motionless. Some communications with
God indeed leave a person in such calm state and
some not; it is just like this in the case of
human communication. It is not so important
though. The insistence that the human body
should not react to the “touch” of God when the
spirit is being touched by Him appears to me to
be the denial of the body altogether. This is
not Christianity. And further, since we now
perceive reality through our senses, to deny the
legitimacy of the perception of God through the
senses (even if we speak about contemplative
prayer because the body = the nervous system
still perceives what happens) is to deny the
reality of God to humans and to deny His desire
to deal with us even now. This is very
anti-Gospel, anti-Scripture, anti-everything of
the real Church tradition.
Perhaps this ability
to experience passionate love for Him, to utter
unthinkable words like “I desire You, please
give me Yourself wholly now otherwise I will
die” (from some of mystics in ecstatic prayer)
is given by God to a human being, the dust so
that a human being was able to lift up his eyes
and look into the face of the Son of God?
Because, soberly speaking, there is nothing more
insane for the dust to do than to desire to
possess the Son of God, God Himself. And yet it
is possible to desire this, precisely because He
wills that the dust would express its desire be
loved and have enough strength to pursue God and
because God desires to be loved by the dust. God
and a human being are equal only on that needle
point of their mutual desire; this is something
that the Catholic Spanish mystics understood
very well. And the desire of God is implanted in
us by God so it is holy, even if a person makes
a fool of himself beating his breast publically,
out of this desire.
All this is possible
only if there is a very close relationship of a
soul with the Son of Man. In this respect I
agree with the Orthodox: it is vulgar, rude, and
unthinkable to call Christ “my Beloved” by one
who does not know Him. The mystics, Catholic and
Orthodox, knew: only an intimate knowledge of
Him can enable a person to utter those words. I
conclude that those Orthodox who mock the very
possibility of relating to Christ as the Beloved
simply do not know Him. This I think is the key
to the phenomenon of the endless mocking of the
Catholic saints. As it was mentioned before, I
consider the doctrine of St Gregory Palamas
about uncreated energies to be the real cause of
this. A consciousness which is used to deal with
an impersonal energy of [supposedly] Christ
cannot accommodate the highly personal words of
the mystics of the Church which teaches that it
is possible to commune with God Himself through
the Person of Jesus Christ, the Beloved. Indeed,
the word “Beloved” cannot be applied to the
impersonal energy. From here follows the need to
mock that which the Orthodox is robbed of by
Palamism.
All the above would
never be written for the sake of commenting on
that Orthodox attitude to Catholic mystics which
does not deserve more attention than the
giggling comments of adolescent boys over a
naked sculpture. There is always a chance that a
spiritual adolescent may decide to read the
original of what was written by an erotically
preoccupied Catholic and find (probably to his
disappointment), zero of that awful thing,
having sex with God.
2
I did not know,
until I looked into Merezhkovsky’s ‘Trilogy’,
that the approval of Catholic mystics can be far
worse than slandering them. If a straightforward
Orthodox rages against his self-construct, the
“sexual relationship with God” and affirms that
it is disgusting (I agree), Merezhkovky affirms
that very self-construct. It is instructive
to read this writer because his very defence of
a sexual relationship with the deity shows the
groundlessness of the Orthodox accusation of
Catholics. To prove his case he makes the
Catholic saints, St Teresa of Avila and St John
of the Cross
into, decadent figures at the mercy of the
earthly passions. St John of the Cross is
“devil-like”, doomed to be alone by some “evil
sorcery”. The “main drama of St Teresa”,
according to Merezhkovky, was her inability to
understand whether she was giving herself to
Christ or to devil, sexually. The author has no
comment on it but from his style that is typical
of the Russian Silver Age, i.e. flirting with
demonic, one may conclude that he approves in
either case. The author somehow gives everything
and everyone the taste of decay. For example,
speaking about the monastery of Incarnation
where St Teresa spent her first twenty years of
monastic life, he speaks about the rays of sun
which even in the noon are barely able to
penetrate the cypresses’ foliage, falling like
bleak moonlight. The trees produce a funerary
incense smell; under them and above the lilies
and narcissuses the butterflies are fluttering,
but not colourful – black, totally black, huge
black butterflies. That was particularly
astonishing to read because I visited St
Teresa’s monastery very recently; it looked –
not even in the noon but in the advanced evening
– very bright, lively, a joyous place which
reminded me of Sergiev Posad, a grand monastery
town near Moscow. Merezhkovsky paints both
saints as the priests of the secret cult of “Godspousness”,
this is the term he uses (“Bogosupruzhestvo” in
Russian) and claims that humanity had possessed
the knowledge of this mystery even before
Christianity, for example, in Ancient Egypt, in
Dionysian mysteries and so on; the two Spanish
mystics “rediscovered” it but, alas, it was
forgotten again soon after they died (apart from
some isolated cases of revival by some
individuals like with St Teresa of the Child
Jesus). Naturally, there is very little about
Christ and nothing – about Christ as He is known
by the Church, i.e. the true Christ of the
Gospels, sacraments, and private experiences of
believers. This is not at all a coincidence,
despite the fact that for both saints Christ the
Person was absolutely everything and it is
impossible to write about them without
constantly referring to Christ – the real
Christ.
The ‘Trilogy’ is
unmistakably Gnostic/ occult and this is why it
would not stand the presence of the real Christ,
this is why Merezhkovsky had to swap the real
Lord with some demonic figure in whom good and
bad are blurred. He does it not so much directly
but by blurring the boundaries between good and
evil everywhere in the novel. It is very
instructive to consider here at full length the
famous [among the Orthodox] and unfortunate
quote about St Teresa in ecstasy:
“One who tears a
human being apart, a torturer” – is the name of
God (sic!) in ancient mysteries, terrible for
all apart from those who are being tortured: the
ancient priestesses of Dionysus, “ecstatics”
know that, although only dimly – St Teresa knows
it more clearly – that those caresses-wounds,
those kisses-tearing-apart of divine love are
sweeter than anything else; better to suffer and
die with Him than to be in a state of bliss
without Him. “Oh Lord, to suffer with You or to
die for You” prays Teresa and falls down
exhausted, and under those caresses her eyes are
rolling up, her breathing is becoming faster and
faster, her body is contracting in convulsions.
If a non-pious, but experienced in love woman
saw her in that moment she would understand or
think that she understands what all that means,
she only would be surprised that there is no man
with Teresa; and if that woman was experienced
in sorcery she would think that with Teresa is,
instead of a man, that unclean spirit whom
sorcerers and witches call “Incubus” (sic!)”
Here the author has
it all. Because in his book he does not deny
that St Teresa indeed was communicating with
Christ, implicitly it means that Christ is that
perversion, “a torturer” described by
Merezhkovsky. He makes his deadly cocktail
mixing true facts and lies, for example by
taking the real words of the St Teresa, “Oh
Lord, to suffer with You or to die for You”
which she said after the awfulness of the price
of the Atonement was suddenly revealed to her in
contemplation; this is the very normal desire of
a Christian who discovers that his own suffering
for the sake of the Lord brings him or her
closer to Him; the wish for martyrdom is also
not such a rarity among saintly people. But
Merezhkovsky attributes those words to sexual
excitement. Next, he describes a supposed
ecstasy which in his description looks like
orgasm – in the light of what he wrote
immediately before, that sex with the “tearing
apart deity” is entirely logical.
The last phrase reveals the mechanics of the
work of this sophisticated blur which is quite
difficult to put into words but I will attempt
to do so because it is very important.
If a reader
concludes that here is indeed a Catholic
perversion and Teresa is with a demon then this
conclusion is overthrown by the whole book, the
author of which maintains that Teresa is a
saint. If a reader concludes that she is with
Christ he will have to accept the fake Christ,
the torturer who engages in sadistic acts with
his followers. If the reader, appalled, again
attempts to think that this is not Christianity
Merezhkovsky will present him with the
“Godspouseness” that is known from ancient
times and also to Christian allusions, albeit
chosen twisted ones, to the ‘Song of Songs’ to
do the trick. The real words of the saints, the
real facts of their lives and also the quotes
from the Gospels are juxtapositioned, subtly
changed, and interpreted according to his
entirely occult thinking. As a result of that,
the reader may lose the “taste of reality” and
even be seduced into a rotten version of
Christianity in which to be with Christ means
torture and death – after all, the author plays
on the dark primary strings of the soul, the
desire of some “unimaginable in its power and
pleasure sexual act”.
I cannot help but
think how reminiscent it may appear of the words
of so many mystics, Catholic and Orthodox, that
the pleasure which the righteous will experience
in the Kingdom of Heaven – the foretaste of
which a mystic experiences already now – is
beyond any imagination. Is the reader appalled
by such an analogy? – Rightly so because it is
yet another example of how the evil mocks God.
Those who have some
knowledge of the Gnostic/ occult literature
would immediately recognize their flavour in the
‘Trilogy’ of Merzhkovsky. The typical features
of Gnostic/ occult doctrines, such as “secret”
teaching, preoccupation with “the mystery of
sex”, the denial of the uniqueness of Christ and
Christian revelation, disgust for the Church and
“historical Christianity”, slips of a language
(like a reference of Merezhkovsky to the Holy
Trinity as “Three” or comparison of the fair
complexion of St Teresa with the Communal Host),
darkness, torture, futility, blurring and
doubling of contours are all there, and they
transform into decadent and demonic the
Christian mystical theology which the author
superficially uses as the material for a
collage. Had I read his ‘Trilogy’ before I read
the works of St Teresa and St John I would
almost certainly never touch them. Thankfully, I
did read them first and was able to recognize a
fake. Still, I admit, I was irrationally scared
for some time because that masterful combination
of all that for a Christian is holy – Our Lord,
love for Him and His love for each of us, the
desire to be with Him – with the evil darkness
triggered the fear of a fatal mistake which
would cost salvation. This dark, paralysing fear
of a shadow, of something inevitable is the
worst poison of such books. The reader,
especially if he (as I) in the past brushed with
the occult may start irrationally agonizing:
what if one must pay this terrible price for the
intimacy with Our Lord? Not the price of
martyrdom but the price of the communion
[imaginary] with the shadow of evil which falls
from the Christ of the decadents and Gnostics.
This fear, totally irrational by itself still
has a meaning – it adequately conveys the
reality of what Merezhkovsky and others like him
offer, if one goes for their “god” = demon. What
is very useful here though is that, as depicted
by him, “sex with god” makes the Orthodox
accusation of Catholic mystics of that
perversion even more nonsensical. While
attempting to prove the contrary it demonstrates
that, to put it bluntly, it is impossible to
have sexual or other kind of willing intercourse
with a demon and desperately desire to be with
Christ. It is impossible to engage in intimacy
with a demon and call him “my Lord Jesus
Christ”. But, according to the Orthodox writers,
it is possible – through some fatal mistake if
one, being unworthy, goes for Christ, so to
speak. And this is where Merezhkovsky and
Orthodoxy meet: in the blurred area of fear,
enjoyed or scared of.
Any Orthodox who
wishes to engage in a serious spiritual practice
at some point discovers the “theology of fear”.
It is essentially the endless warnings against
“spiritual delusion” (prelest), that is falling
for the lies presented by the evil spirits. They
range from the humble deceptions of thoughts and
feelings to the grand deceptions in visions. The
scariest thing among them is the appearance of
an angel of Satan in the semblance of Christ
causing the believer to bow down to him. As a
result of such action the believer runs insane,
dies, or even loses his soul. The teaching says
that if a believer was humble then he would
never bow down to the supposed Christ because he
would know that he is not worthy of such a
visit.
By no means am I
saying that the fear of delusion is the only
thing that one finds in the teaching of Orthodox
spiritual practise; it is actually comparatively
late thought mostly spread in the
“neo-hesychastic” circles of those who wish to
practise the ‘Jesus Prayer’ strenuously.
Unfortunately, because the practise derives from
Athonite monasticism, and such circles are
considered by many to be “advanced” on the way
to God, therefore their opinion tends to have
more weight than that of others. At the same
time, it is common place to say that the sign of
the cross and the Name of the Lord are the best
tools against the devil. The problem is that
this true and positive statement does not cancel
the other, that one can encounter the devil
while calling “Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God…”–
both lines of thought somehow exist together
peacefully.
The Catholic mystics
and saints including both of the Spanish mystics
discussed here also explicitly warn the reader
about the danger of harm from the evil. St John
of the Cross is the severest in this respect; he
advises to pay as little attention as possible
to visions and similar kinds of manifestation
not just because they can be induced by a demon
but also because one can misinterpret/misuse
even the vision from God. However, he adds that
God gives such visions for the purpose of making
a person attached to Him, to induce in
him love and piety so it is permissible to
recall such manifestations for the very sake of
stirring piety and love for God, if the
recollection produces that effect. The
important thing for me here is that the Catholic
saints do not say that one who makes a mistake,
being deceived by devil, would die/lose his soul
forever. And another, even more important point:
St John demands that one must put aside
absolutely everything for the sake of obtaining
the union with Christ, even the highly
pleasurable “spiritual delights” during a prayer
because there is always a great danger to become
attached to those “delights” (or anything else)
instead of Jesus Christ, and this will impede
the union with Him. The safest path is with the
eyes always fixed on the face of Christ, without
attention to anything else. Hence it is not the
demon that is the most dangerous for a Christian
but his own failure to seek the Lord only.
It is a very
comforting thought I think because it does not
put a person in a “no-win” situation. According
to the Orthodox, whatever intentions a person
has, whatever he does “if he goes too far” in
his quest for communion with Jesus Christ he
will be almost certainly deceived by the devil
and this will be the end of him. The most
dangers are ascribed to the Jesus Prayer, and
the worst possible cases of deception causing
the eternal loss of a soul are somehow
connected, in the popular stories, with that
practice. It is considered to be the most
powerful and “this is why it attracts the
attacks of demons”. There is no space here to go
into a detailed investigation of what is usually
said about ‘Jesus Prayer’; the most often given
and soundest reason is that a person progresses
so fast with the aid of that practise that he
becomes very proud and thus an easy victim of
demonic deception. But isn’t it true about any
Christian ascetic practice which can be turned
into temptation and sin? In any case, what I
wish to stress here is that in an impressionable
mind the fear of the situation “I am calling my
Lord, by His name, to come to me and instead of
Him comes the devil” is forged. By the way, it
is exactly the reply the Orthodox give to the
Catholic argument that their saints communicated
with God “How do they know with whom they
communicated?”
If it is so then any
prayer is intrinsically dangerous because who
knows who can answer and if someone answers who
can say who is he? – Apparently, there are no
criteria. Such a thought is truly scary because
it renders the Christian a helpless toy of the
forces of both good and bad. Good
because God apparently is indifferent to those
who are trying to establish a contact with Him;
even more – He is a deceiver as well because by
allowing the devil to use His name and
appearance he joins with the devil in mocking
those who believe in God. This is just as bad as
the “Christ” of Merezhkovsky.
It is safer not to
engage with Christ personally altogether then,
not to call Him and just to sit in apathy.
However, my suspicion is that the devil is not
likely to routinely appear when one calls on
Christ; even if he does he can deceive a
Christian only if a Christian calls on Christ
not for His sake but because he only wants
so-called “spiritual delights”. It is logical to
conclude then that the danger of mistaking the
devil for Christ exists only for those whose
purpose is not the Person of Christ but
something else. I conclude this because I have
faith that Our Lord is compassionate and
merciful therefore He would protect those who
are faithful to Him; even if they become victims
of a mistake He will not allow them to perish,
this is my firm hope. A Christian can be seduced
by many other, more mundane, things which often
pass unnoticed and this is why they are more
likely to be chosen by the devil as a tool of
deception. In any case, it does not make sense
for Our Lord to insist that we must follow Him
but do nothing to protect us from deception of
the devil if we follow His call. To think this
would be to attribute deception and mockery to
the Son of God and that is blasphemy.
The outcome of the
all-consuming fear of deception, uncertainty of
criteria, and blurring the boundaries between
good and evil is the implication that anyone
who claims to be in close communion with Christ
is almost certainly deluded or possessed.
Stripped of various pious nonsense like fake
humility (“how can I desire Our Lord if I am
such sinner” is a good example) it means that,
paradoxically, the Orthodox Church implicitly
denies the possibility of close communion with
Our Lord to its members or anyone else.
Hence, as always,
any question of Christian life find the answer
in the Person of Our Lord.
The Church, in His
Person, has tools for discerning whether a
person has the spirit of Christ or of a demon or
whether their visions are divine or demonic. In
the first case a person is humble, willingly
subjects himself and his visions to the
judgement of the Church, loves his neighbours
and longs for the union with Christ, especially
in Holy Communion. In the second case a person
is extremely proud, thinks that his revelation
is truer than the dogmas of the Church, cannot
stand others and the Holy Communion. All those
criteria are about Christ: whether or not a
person wishes to be with Him, tries to imitate
Him, loves Him and others through Him and so on.
This is nothing else but the result of
progressive imprinting of the image of Christ on
one who attempts to follow Him. It is the
growing likeness of His Person in the person of
a believer.
To sum it up, it is
impossible “to be in intimate relationship with
a demon” and not to partake the spirit of the
demon like hatred for the Church, its
teaching and its sacraments. It is impossible to
have an intimate communion with a demon and to
desire intimate communion with Our Lord in the
Blessed Sacrament. The spirits of Christ and of
Satan cannot be mixed.
I have no desire to
convince the reader that the Catholic mystics in
question are not possessed – it is plain absurd
and they do not need my apologies. However, I
still wish to state that according to the
criteria above (those are the criteria of the
true Christian Church: the Undivided Church,
Catholic Church, and the parts of the Orthodox
Church which did not partake the poison of the
impersonal derived from Palamism) Catholic
mystics are actually true saints. It is very
telling that, for the purpose of constructing a
convincing case of perversion/occultism
Merezhkovsky had to omit much of the pivotal
facts of St Teresa’s biography, such as that she
was the first to doubt her experiences and to
submit them to her confessor and to the whole
Church; she also maintained that the mystical
experiences are not necessary for sanctity at
all; she had a very low opinion about herself
even in her old age when she was commonly
recognized as a holy person and so on; she
ceaselessly preached humility as the only
reliable way to God etc. Those facts are missing
or deliberately twisted by Merezhkovsky because
the reality has nothing to do with his version
of St Teresa thus he paints St Teresa as “being
broken” by the Church, an outsider because she
possesses “the secret knowledge of Godspousness”.
It is actually typical occult/ Gnostic nonsense
because any true Christian mystic typically
cannot think of himself outside of the Church,
not to mention that the “bridal mysticism” of St
Teresa i.e. of ‘Song of Songs’ was known to the
Church from its very beginning – but it has
nothing to do with “Godspousness” of
Merezhkovsky of course. The “Godspousness”, as I
understand it, attributes magical/ occult powers
to the sexual act between humans and thus
proclaims that humans must become sexually
intimate with God, and that this is deification.
The sexual act of humans is primary, then it is
stretched to God. Bridal mysticism speaks about
spiritual marriage of God and a soul using human
marriage as a symbol. The first attempts to pull
down God or better to say not God but demon into
the bed, the second raises a human being up into
the love of God. The adepts of occult enter into
“Godspousness” = occult sex because of the
desire for supernatural powers and satisfaction
of bodily desires. Mystics seek an intimate
union with God out of pure love for the Person
of Christ with the only purpose of being with
Him, for His own sake. Deification is not the
purpose here; it is happening by itself in the
process of transformation of the soul into the
likeness of Christ whom she loves. But the true
loving soul has no concern about anything but
being with the Beloved, anywhere, in any state,
but with Him.
Here, on this
example, is clearly seen how the evil attempt to
twist, pollute, and render as “obscene” and
“shameful” the most precious revelation about
the true nature and purpose of human beings and
about the love of God for them. To me the fact
that the modern Orthodox, via using
Merezhkovky’s text as a tool for mocking the
Catholic saints and mystics – the Gnostic/occult
text, implicitly joins in, is truly devastating.
It would be another matter if, out of some
strange ideas, they would simply state that
‘Song of Songs’ is a shameful nonsense, that its
numerous commentaries by Orthodox saints are
shameful as well, because it would not cause
mockery with very far reaching consequences.
There is another aspect in all this which
bothers me a lot: very well, let us assume for
the sake of the exercise that the bride = the
Catholic saint is shameful and stupid if she
treats Our Lord as her Bridegroom but if we mock
her and publically savour what is happening
between Him and her we mock Him. It is very easy
to understand on the human example: if one sees
the couple and thinks that “she” is an idiot but
“he”, his close friend whom he holds in a high
esteem he would not mock her publically because
by doing so he would degrade him. One may say
that “the Catholic bride” is only imagining that
she has Our Lord as Bridegroom to that I answer
that it is not Our Lord’s way to tolerate the
mockery of anyone and then, again He actually
calls Himself the Bridegroom.
This example is not
as stupid as it may appear. If those who mock
Catholic mystics had more sense of the real
Christ, Christ Incarnated, suffering,
responding, loving, angry, with hurt because of
human callousness, they would most likely not
engage in mockery. It indeed does not go
together somehow, to love Christ and to mock
those who love Him as well. This proves the
point I am trying to make here, that to seduce a
Christian into a deviation from the Church
teaching one must deprive him of the personal
experience of Our Lord, God Incarnate, first. I
also think that the mocking of Catholic saints
and similar behaviour somehow denies the fact of
Incarnation, making out of the Lord a remote
deity, uninterested in the affairs of human. It
is the removal from Jesus Christ of His
Personhood as it was revealed in our world.
Some concluding thoughts about the knowledge of
Our Lord
The thesis that only
the saints can know Christ and that if a
non-saint craves a close intimate relationship
with Christ and makes an effort to obtain it he
is almost guaranteed to be deceived and perish
cannot be the authentic teaching of the Church.
First of all, the very purpose of the Church is
to prepare a Christian for such intimate
relationship and to provide all necessary means
for it. We learn to recognize the Lord through
listening to the Scriptures, especially the
Gospels, by learning about the encounter of the
saints of the Church with Him and, the most
important, through the Eucharist. “Through” in
this case is not an adequate term though because
in the Eucharist a Christian partakes the Body
and Blood that is Jesus Christ thus he has the
closest possible experience of the intimate
union with the Lord, His Soul, Spirit, and Body,
the total Christ. A simple logic would conclude
that such an experiential union with the
Lord must enable a Christian at least to some
extent to recognize the true Lord and a demonic
fake, and thus to remove that all-consuming fear
and anxiety. It must be true but only if a
person believes that he indeed is united with
the risen Lord in communion, meaning with His
Person. It is impossible to think about Holy
Communion and to leave the Person of Christ out
because then immediately horrible questions
arise, “what exactly we partake, the flesh only
or the divinity; if the flesh only does it make
us cannibals; if the divinity and flesh then
how” etc – and they indeed kept arising during
the whole history of the Church, sometimes
creating heresies which typically denied the
reality of the presence of Christ in the
Eucharist. Such an approach tears Christ apart.
The belief of the ancient Church was that in
Holy Communion we are joined with the Lord
Himself, His divinity and humanity, and just
like in Him divinity and humanity are joined,
and how it happens is a mystery. This is indeed
the only possible answer because the Lord
Himself, the Person holds all these, otherwise
impossible to combine, things together and
enables us to be united with Him, in faith and
love. The truth of this fact, a Christian is
supposed to learn experientially. The communion,
received as communion with the Person of Christ
= Our Lord Himself opens the door for an
attachment to Him as real as our attachment to
another human being, and even more real than
that.
The removal of the
Person of Christ from communion immediately
renders it “a mere tool” for salvation, still
precious but impersonal (thus the possibility of
communion with the Living Person is lost/ the
direct conscious experience of God Himself by
all partaking Christians is lost as well). This
is exactly what Palamists teach, that, because a
human being can partake only “the uncreated
energies of God but not God’s essence”; these
Orthodox partake “the divine energies of Christ”
via communion but not Christ. And, while this
formula may appear to be just an empty
intellectual exercise, it effectively removes
the very essence of Christian faith, our hope to
be joined with Our Lord in a very real sense.
However many clever explanation one may try to
provide in defence of Palamism, here is the rude
reality: one cannot say “I partake the energies
of Christ” and maintain that he is united with
the Person of Christ. On the other hand, if one
says “I partake the Lord” it means that he
indeed is united with the Our Lord, God and Man,
the Living Person.
As it was mentioned
before, the ancient Church has never been
preoccupied with the question of spiritual
deception nearly as much as the Palamite
Orthodox Church. Even the Western medieval
church, while paying attention (sometimes
unwholesome) to the possibility of possession
etc did not do that in a way these Orthodox do;
they tended to leave to a human being the
ability to reason, think, and discern, with the
aid of a personal relationship with Christ. The
overwhelming fear of demonic deception under the
disguise of the appearance of Our Lord seems to
enter the Orthodox Church after St Gregory
Palamas. I think there are several reasons to
believe that this is not a coincidence, the most
important of them is the Palamists’ undermining
the reality of the presence of Jesus Christ in
the communion as it was understood by the Church
before.
A Palamist does not
believe that he experiences the Person of Christ
because all that he can hope for are “energies”.
It is detrimental even on the level of
psychology: if one does not believe in the
possibility of knowing a person how one can
acquire an absolute trust in that person? And
yet, such a trust is necessary for Christian
life because it gives the believer a strong hope
that Christ whom he knows will protect and save
him. A Palamist, without the intimate connection
with the Person of Christ, is on his own.
Palamists in their
prayer practise are concerned with obtaining the
vision of uncreated light while a regular
Christian is concerned with Christ. Simple logic
tells that the “uncreated light”, the supposed
attribute of Christ, is much easier to fake by
the devil than Christ Himself. It is more
difficult to fake a person, especially if one
already knows this person to some extent, than
to fake the impersonal light. Humans are wired
to sense the person as a whole, not his
attributes. Perhaps this is why such
preoccupation with spiritual delusion?
Deviations from the
authentic teaching of the Church about the
Person of Christ always go together with
perversion of its teaching about Holy Communion.
There is no need to repeat what already was said
here on this topic in a relation to Palamism. No
real Person of Jesus Christ in Holy Communion =
no real experience of His Person in the life of
a Christian. It means that there no longing, no
love, no stupidity, no bridal mysticism caused
by the encounter with the Person of Our Lord. It
also means no real, infallible, living criteria,
the Person of Christ, for discerning spiritual
delusion and deviation. A person does not
acquire “an instinctive sense” of the Lord which
is imprinted by Him in his body, soul, and
spirit. Actually, he loses the freedom of one
who was bought from slavery by a dear price and
returns to the condition of being a slave of
men. As a consequence of that, the Church
gradually loses the guarantor of her normal
existence, the living carriers of the intimate
knowledge of Jesus Christ. This is not the
matter of the “survival” of the whole Church as
such because we were promised that the gates of
hell will not overcome it, but the matter of its
normal regeneration if her parts become too
rotten or dead.
An ordinary
Christian, if he knows Christ the Person, is
always totally faithful to his Church providing
that the Church is faithful to Our Lord. As soon
as the Church deviates/ betrays Him a faithful
to Christ believer opposes it and thus becomes a
guarantor of the Faith, the living carrier of
the personal knowledge of Christ. This is how
the Church is indestructible, because such
dispersed carriers [if they are true] are always
in an urgent need to gather and to celebrate the
Eucharist. They inevitably are reassembled and
joined, pulled together, like metal particles by
a magnet, by the necessity to be with the Lord
by His grace. This is why the Church cannot
cease to exist and the gates of hell will not
overcome it. Thus to destroy the Church or, more
correctly, to attempt to destroy it, the
personal knowledge of Christ must be destroyed
or, even better, the possibility of such
knowledge prevented. Such knowledge then must be
proclaimed “perversion”, delusion, too dangerous
to attain.
And this is very
close to what the modern Palamist Orthodox
Church does, by the means of blurring, scaring,
and blaming those who dare to go for it. I only
wish that it would be more clear in its logic
and proclaim the Catholic Church to be totally
possessed by the devil because if one believes
that the saints of that Church are communicating
with the demons and seduce other believers, that
the mystical theology, the fruit of such
communications, is a demonic fake, the
sacraments are fake and so on one also must be
bold and say that such a Church is under the
power of the devil because Christ and the devil
cannot dwell in the same place and in the same
people. And the fact that the poor deluded
communicate with the Lord does not matter.
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It is quite stunning what a perverted
mind can make out of the Saint’s
writings. St Teresa and also St John of
the Cross spoke about terrible spiritual
pain of longing for Christ and desire to
die and be joined with Him at last. The
pain is experienced for two reasons: 1)
incomplete possession of the Beloved
because the body is an impediment to the
full communion in spirit; the ecstasy of
the spirit is so strong that at times it
threatens to ruin the body 2) because
the inevitable temporary departure of
Christ from the saints, in this life,
fills them with unbearable pain. Those
are normal experiences which every
Christian knows, in their milder form,
because of the inability to remain with
the Lord all the time and the emptiness
when He leaves.
Noteworthy, the religious ecstasy is
defined by the Western Church as a state
in which all activities of the body are
usually markedly reduced; even the body
temperature may drop. St Teresa
describes this phenomenon herself in her
‘The Interior Castle’. This happens
because all the vital energy goes into
the spirit which communicates with God.
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